its aLivE~~~

alrightz.. time to wipe the dust off this place and start to keep things clean and proper.. hopefully there are still people visiting once in awhile? =p its been a crazy few months.. that explains the lack of posts.. haha..

it's close to impossible to talk abt everything in detail.. ( well, actually i can do it, but i guess no one really gives a shit..) so i'll just give a brief overview of what's happening with me nowadays..

well.. continuing from last post.. NUS ARE CHAMPIONS! yeap.. we beat nyp 1-0 to claim the championship for the first time in history! in a way, it was the perfect ending to my life in nus..


champions 2009~

then, endured a frantic end to the semester with all the mad rush of deadlines.. i always thought i was "old" and could no longer endure sleepless nights.. since ORD, if i didnt sleep for a night, i wld knock out by 12 noon the next day.. but through the last weeks of the sem, i realise i could go for 2days sleeping just 3hrs.. well.. not w/o lots of coke.. hehe.. yeah.. that period got me addicted to coke again and now, i am going through hell trying to kick it..

started job hunting after exams and apply optimistically for Lucasfilm.. probably the one and only company of my heart's desire.. it's the only place i wanna be at.. i know the job will be tough.. wrking long hrs.. pay may not be reflective of the work.. but i know i will enjoy it there.. imagine working on Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Or.. Batman.. i've always wanted to do this kind of wrk.. ever since i saw the scene in Pirates of the Carribean.. where johnny deep reached into the moonlight, and his flesh morphed into skeleton.. and unexpectedly, i got a call from them to complete an assignment! i have never been so excited in my life for such a long time.. i wanted to run around blindly and scream out to the world.. i just couldnt believe it.. but deep inside, i told myself.. im not there yet.. i still have the assignment.. i brought on the cokes, work through nights.. hoping this wld be the defining moment.. heading off to my grad trip to australia with lots of hope..

i assume that if they were satisfied with it, an interview wld follow.. but i never got THE CALL. I dont know why.. i thought it was pretty well done.. i put in alot of effort.. but my hands got itchy and when i viewed my assignment again.. i knew what was wrong.. its pretty complicated.. but in a nutshell.. how it turned out in Quicktime (the format they wanted) and how it was on RealPlayer (the player i checked with) was different. Very. well.. the offer (tho its an apprenticeship first) prob wont come anymore since the course is starting on july 4th. *sigh*

still job hunting other jobs in the meantime.. tho i wld love to wrk in the movie industry, with special effects and everything.. i know that my first job doesnt have to be something i absolutely love. i dont mind doing game design.. or game programming.. or even norm programming as software engin or developer.. im very flexible.. 我一直相信，男子汉能屈能生.. maybe i take on something i dont enjoy doing for now.. but in time to come.. i will try again for what i really love doing..

for the time which i m unemployed.. i intend to do relief teaching first.. 坐着没事做总觉得有些不自在.. hopefully, some sch will take pity on me and hire me soon ba.. =p